Sunday, August 31, 2008
What happens if Death is at your doorstep? What will you do?
Well i am not sure if you ask me. Surely i do not want a painful death idle. Rather take euthanasia then suffer for a long period of time. lives arent precious if you cannot live to the fullest. I did not, i could not, i dare not. This are reasons why people would like to just jump and let the flame burn out.
The reason why i pondered is, someone did died outside my flat this afternoon. An old malay man was riding a bike. Had an heart attack or so i heard. Then he just fell dead on the ground. The police took ages to clear things up and some even laughed on the phone. ( so much for efficiency and discipline)
Well, it did hurts to see a friend or a relative died, but for some reason or so, i couldnt cry. Maybe i was not closely attached to him. Maybe i was not able to bond with him so well despite the numerous occasions we went through together.
Although it is ahead of time, i pray you are not watching me that closely, sam. However please guide me through this hideous times as you had did when you were alive and kicking. May your god bless you forever in that paradise you are in.
Note: my post is not flowing consistently. it just rumblings through my head.
Brooding on Nothing.
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It was 11:46:00 pm when sealed by サーン
