Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Wishing tonight that tomorrow will never come
Countless dreams and loves and losses, I cry and cry and cry as though beaten down by rain
Don't display me, not like this
I need something to keep on living
If I can't even believe in myself, what can I believe in?
The answer is so close I can't even see it
Shedding black tears
I am nothing. Filled with sorrow,
Unable to say a word
The pain is welling up inside me, and
I can't bear this alone
I cried in the middle of the night, drew my face that isn't me,
That hides my weaknesses. I'm going to stop smiling...
Don't display me. Is the hardest thing in the whole world
To keep on living?
If it comes from you, then it's all right that it's intangible
I don't want things that can be broken anymore
Shedding black tears, crying out
Tomorrow comes with a face that I don't know
Struck with this same pain again
If I have to continue like this, every day,
Then I want to disappear forever, far away
I know it's selfish, but...
Shedding black tears
I am nothing. Filled with sorrow,
Unable to say a word
The pain is welling up inside me, and
I can't bear this alone
Shedding black tears, crying out
Tomorrow comes with a face that I don't know
Struck with this same pain again
If I have to continue like this, every day,
Then I want to disappear forever, far away
I know that it's selfish, but... Bleh Nothing really to blog. Went maths tuition today, kinda taken aback by AP & GP revision although i was been taught before. The questions are totally different from the ones MI had gave, It is also a good thing i went back for revision, nothing had been in my head for quite some time.
Bit torrent Speed for teh First time HIT
300KB/s!!!
It seems many of my friends in other JCs have bridging lessons. I kinda feel left out lol. Although it is cool to have no school and holidays before real life starts, we have to put double effort since we will have evening lessons.
"Do not think of going home." >_> quoted from someone.
Well just hope i am able to get my subject combination. I do not even want to think of doing geography after 1 year of being abused verbally. Well. Thanks the abuse spurred me on to greater heights!
Sian, still do not know what CCA i would want. I personally wanna try AVA. However the odds seems quite slim, and i hope there is no interviews. If not perhaps tennis , although I want to focus on my studies.
I also gave it a thought. I do not think i can blog everyday once JC starts..crap.
Heard sun nu start her job today. Hope she is doing well lol.
Translation Lyrics Of Kuroi Namida (Black Tears) Signing Out.
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